Fade to Black

and it feels like a movie ??cause i??ve done something heavy now i??m all alone and you know i like it well i wish i was older i could hold my liquor then i ??d blow your cover instead of my own ??cause there??s nothing i can do to prove that i still love you and i think i hear my friends through the walls i??m gonna fade to black i think i??m gonna fade to black i swear to god i??d take it back but it??s just no use what??s done is done i can??t blame anyone but me everybody??s out there without me they??re not even talking about me flying out of the city and they don??t even miss me four days in the haze of the biggest mistake i??ve ever made and now i??ve got to get out of this place ??cause everybody knows even the ones who don??t