Trial

eyes strain, my eyes
life spent, lost
you set yourself above
holding all in with fear
in time you'll see what you set above
on your tower on high
always standing,
laughing, pointing fingers at me
I cant feel I can't hold
I am not alive

I'm trying, trying
and I see its all the same
I look into you
nothing holds this fear
fear grips tight, tight in my mind
standards set by those
I don't know...still respect is due

I cant live by your selfish set of rules
I crawl to reach, to reach into
these words I've said

these words I've said leaves life so cold
so incomplete, so void leave life so cold