Lazarus

I must be losing my mind
I keep on trying to find a way out
but it??s ok you don??t lock the door anymore

I, you know I never go out
and you know that I start to forget things
but it??s ok they weren??t essential anyway

I, and when I start to look back
I feel like I??ve spent my whole life just kicking round
and not getting in the way

and now, and maybe now I should change
because I??m starting to lose all my faith
while those around me are beaten down each day.