Illusion?

I thought I saw you, out in the crowd
So many faces, but it was you that I picked out
I see the rainfall, outside my window at night
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I lie between hell and heaven
I lie between right or wrong
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If I were God I could help you
But I'm just human like yourself
I keep on smiling, 'cause I have this dream
Every night that I go to bed,
I have this picture of you riding for me
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You say these three words:
"Never forget you"
But when I opened my eyes you were gone far away
You were gone...far away
Gone far away..