The Curse I Hold Within

(Lyrics & music by Emo Suripatty)

Old memories, cold and confusing
Just empty words inside
bitterness, the pain within
Veil of tears grays her eyes, still ...

Like a child, she watches and smiles:
"Face the moonlight in dreams with you"
Now a man, strange feelings surround me
It's the curse I feel cold within

She tries to hold the candles
Still she tries to hide behind a smile
Her hand held to my head
The warmth within her answer:
"Your love can't burn alone ..."

Her beauty shines when she whispers:
"Please, say you understand"
Now I realize, from bright and silent skies
Dying days to me

I try to light the candles
Still I try to hide behind a smile
Her glance caressed my thoughts
The pain within my answer:
"I know, it's the curse I hold ..."

Whenever I believe my fantasy deceives me
And still I wonder why I feel a curse inside of me

Whenever I believe my fantasy deceives me
And still I wonder why I won't surrender to the curse I hold ...