Late Onus

Talk scream to my dreaming but trembling mind
Break slumbering thoughts that I suddenly find
Waken invisible memories breaking the seal
Caught inbetween feelings that noone can heal

Drive in me
dive in me
deep in my brain all these malevolent forces
arise in me

I'm thinking back to find the truth
the cause is burried in my mind
I'm digging for it in my youth
I'm hoping that I'll never find

Pain faning the flames of the selfhate in me
Help searching for details that I cannot see
Yearning knawing and languishing greed for release
Kept constantly held by this glowing disease

I'm thinking back to find the truth...